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Oct. 13th, 2009

  • 5:09 AM

Fuck,Every time i watch tv i end up getting angry. I feel like i am being stupid, like i am overreacting. but tv is the biggest source of anxiety to me nowadays.Everything is getting so fucked up.

Sep. 23rd, 2009

  • 7:34 AM

i feel like i am forever finding something that i shouldn't be. Maybe everything really does come down to destiny and what is meant to be. Fuck. I am sorry i have been kinda reclusive friends, i love you guys!:)

Jul. 22nd, 2009

  • 1:52 PM

I am starving.. Thats all i have to say. :( lol

Also .. i love you guys.. <3

Oct. 30th, 2008

  • 1:59 PM

So I'm feeling better:) That's always goodtimes...
 

 

 

Oct. 12th, 2008

  • 3:44 AM


 

SO i'm pretty sure i have some sort of cancerous growth in my breast.

And i have to get on that whole...doctor thing...it's scary. 

Jul. 2nd, 2008

  • 3:04 AM

All i have to say is..Sex and the city is of upmost importance.

Thanks.

Jun. 28th, 2008

  • 6:04 PM

Oh and yay for disabled comments. They're fucking sweet.. Not.

Jun. 12th, 2008

  • 1:19 PM

yeaaa
Kara says:
im also kinda hungry
Kara says:
but to lazy to cook
Kara says:
predicament
Kara says:
lol
Liz. After so many lifetimes, of pretending to be rushing off somewhere and never getting anywhere. says:
lol Your moms a predicament..
Like to have sex with her... or not because shes your mom and im your best friend... i hope you know that i will always choose sex with your mom over seeing you.. just know that....Sometimes i make it short so i can see you
Liz. After so many lifetimes, of pretending to be rushing off somewhere and never getting anywhere. says:
and leave her unsatisfied
Liz. After so many lifetimes, of pretending to be rushing off somewhere and never getting anywhere. says:
but i cannot resist her call
Kara says:
.....
Kara says:
dose this mean i have to call you daddy?
Kara says:
cause that takes our friendship to a whole new level of creepy
Karas daddy. <3<3<3 I love my little sweety doll. says:
No, but im pretty sure this msn name does..
Kara says:
lmao
Kara says:
I hate you
Kara says:
so much
Karas daddy. <3<3<3 I love my little sweety doll. says:
hahahaha i can't stop laughing...
Kara says:
lolo
Kara says:
*lol
Kara says:
we are fucked up
Karas daddy. <3<3<3 I love my little sweety doll. says:
I know sweetheart, i know.
Karas daddy. <3<3<3 I love my little sweety doll. says:
Okay i'm done
Karas daddy. <3<3<3 I love my little sweety doll. says:
seriously...I'm dying..
Kara says:
your such a creeper
Liz. says:
hahaha

May. 26th, 2008

  • 5:16 PM

What can you even say When something like this happens.


On the plus side, Maple story is apparently a hardcore game now..lol it's even advertised on livejournal..and my brother needs my moms help trading items.. i want to kill her for protecting him from mistakes made in a fucking free game because otherwise he will cry. He stills sleeps with her and he's 14, going into highschool and fucking gigantic and man-sized.



It fucking creeps the hell out of me.
And even though she threatens me in the hopes of me not telling anyone...
I'm keeping this entry public in the hopes that EVERYONE will see it... Not that they don't already know. I LOVE telling people i don't even know how creepy their relationship is.

This actually exists????????

  • May. 18th, 2008 at 2:55 PM

patterns and Characteristics
of Rageaholism


These patterns and characteristics are offered as a tool to aid in self-evaluation.
They may be particularly helpful to newcomers.



Self-Stimulation - The more we express our anger, the more we want to express it.

Compulsion - We compulsively pursue the feeling of power associated with acting out our anger

despite the adverse consequences. We are unable to stop expressing anger once we start.

Obsession - We are often preoccupied with resentment and fantasies of revenge.

Denial - We do not acknowledge that we have a serious anger problem. We often

focus on how others triggered us and that we are, therefore, not at fault. Because of this, we feel righteously indignant. We minimize, alter, or deny our anger and its consequences. We may classify a rage episode as a mistake, lessen its severity or claim that it never happened at all. We seldom say "I am wrong."

Withdrawal/Craving - If we go for long periods of time without expressing anger, we often become
depressed, edgy or anxious, unconsciously looking for an opportunity to act out.

Unpredictability - When we express our anger, we don't know how it will manifest.
Sometimes we act appropriately. Other times, we explode, rant and rave. Some of us may become physically violent.

Apr. 29th, 2008

  • 7:49 PM

 I just can't help but think that somethings up...and it makes me weary.

Apr. 5th, 2008

  • 5:14 PM

I'm just really tired of my own mind? Is that even possible? I don't know.

I shouldn't be this psychoatic. 

Mar. 9th, 2008

  • 3:48 AM

 I really wish you could be a stable human being and things would have worked out.
I miss you more then i like to admit.
I just wish i could... i don't know. I don't know what i want anymore... and i don't know how i can want what i know i shouldn't.
I think i just want someone to hold me right now.. and not in a lonely depressing way. I miss familiarity and i never thought i would.
I just miss you...Or atleast all the parts i love about you.


But i refuse to lose my pride... and i think thats what it comes down to.
I'm also more proud then i would like to admit.



Why can't people just change?


Fuck.


Sleepytime.zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Feb. 20th, 2008

  • 5:53 AM

 There are only givers and takers. I need to give more.

Feb. 4th, 2008

  • 3:07 PM

I might not be around much this week guys. I need to regroup in my mind...

Kelsey... i'll come over this weekend i promise.. or whenever your not busy. I'm sorry we haven't talked much lately..:(

Jan. 30th, 2008

  • 1:34 AM

Violence against women
  • Violence causes more death and disability worldwide amongst women aged 15-44 than war, cancer, malaria or traffic accidents (Directorate of Public Health)
  • One in three women worldwide has been beaten, coerced into sex, or abused in some other way, most often by someone she knows. One in four women were abused during pregnancy (Amnesty International; www.amnesty.org)
  • In the UK, in 1999, 37% of female homicide victims were killed by their present or former partner, compared to 6% of men. This totalled 92 women – one every three days (www.homeoffice.gov.uk)
  • Three out of four fatalities of war are women and children (Network for good)
  • In the former Yugoslavia, 20,000 women and girls were raped during the first months of the war (Physicians for Human Rights)
  • Between 200,000-300,000 women are trafficked to Europe every year (Human Rights Watch)
  • Well over $7 billion a year is generated from sex-trade trafficking (Peace Women)

You can find more statistics relating to violence against women below.

Women at home
  • 1 out of 7 married women worldwide are raped by their spouse and marital rape accounts for 25% of all rapes (Wesley Center for Women)
  • Domestic violence is the leading cause of injury and death for women worldwide (Intervarsity press)
  • Every day 6,000 girls undergo female circumcision (Amnesty; www.amnesty.org)
Women’s health
  • Reproductive health services for all women would cost $12 billion a year – as much as is spent on perfumes in Europe and the US every year (www.agi-usa.org ; Alan Guttmacher Institute)
  • 16.4 million women in the world are living with HIV and AIDS (U.S. Pharmacist; www.uspharmacist.com)
  • 55% of all HIV positive adults in sub-Saharan Africa are women (Afrol; www.afrol.com)
  • Around half of pregnant women in Southern Asia and one third of women in many countries in Africa receive no antenatal care (UNAIDS; www.unaids.org)
  • Around 60% of women in Sub-Saharan Africa and Southern Asia have no skilled attendant present when they give birth (UNICEF; www.unicef.org)
  • One woman dies every minute from pregnancy related causes, most of which are preventable (RHRC; www.rhrc.org)
The plight of girls
  • 2 million females are killed before or at birth simply because of their sex (www.indiafemalefoeticide.org)
  • More than 60 million women are ‘missing’ from the world today as a result of sex-selective abortions and female infanticide (Amnesty; www.amnesty.org)
  • 50 million women are ‘missing’ from India (www.thp.org)
  • In China, the 2000 census revealed the ratio of girls to boys is 100:199. The norm is 100:103 (chinadatacenter.org)
  • Of 8,000 foetuses aborted in a Bombay clinic, 7999 were female (learningpartnership.org)
  • Annually, 2 million girls worldwide are forced into marriage (secondsightresearch.tripod.com)
  • 5,000 women in the world are estimated as killed in ‘honour killings’ (Christian Science Monitor; www.csmonitor.com)
  • Every year in India, 5000 brides are murdered or commit suicide because their marriage dowries are considered inadequate (www.learningpartnership.org)
  • Every year, 2 million girls between the ages of five and 15 are coerced, abducted, sold or trafficked into the illegal sex market (International Humanitarian Campaign Against the Exploitation of Children; www.helpsavekids.org)
Education
  • More than half of women in the world, over the age of 15, cannot read or write (Women’s Learning Partnership; www.learningpartnership.org)
  • Two thirds of people who cannot read or write are women (Women-watch; www.un.org)
  • Two thirds of the children who receive less than four years’ education are girls (Women’s Learning Partnership; www.learningpartnership.org)
  • Nearly 60% of children not in school are girls (Women’s Learning Partnership; www.learningpartnership.org)
Women and poverty
  • Women produce nearly 80% of the food on the planet, but receive less than 10% of agricultural assistance (Peacekeeper; www.iamapeacekeeper.com)
  • More than 1 billion people live in abject poverty on less than $1 a day. 70% of people in abject poverty are women (www.kamilat.org)
  • Only 1% of the world’s assets are in the name of a woman (SEWA; www.unesco.org)
  • Although women do two thirds of the work in the world, the rate of paid employment for women is two thirds that of men (International Labor Organization; www.ilo.org)
  • There is no country in the world where women’s wages are equal to those of men (Women’s Learning Partnership; www.learningpartnership.org)
  • Worldwide, when women do the same work as men, they are paid 30-40% less than men (Feminism; www.newint.org)
Women and power
  • Women occupy only 2% of senior management positions in business worldwide (Businessweek; www.businessweek.com)
  • Only 15% of parliamentary seats across the world are held by women (www.globalpolicy.org)
  • Women ministers remain concentrated in social areas (14%) compared to legal (9.4%), economic (4.1%), political affairs (3.4%) and the executive (3.9%) (www.un.org)
  • 3.5% of the world’s cabinet ministers are women and women have no ministerial positions in 93 countries worldwide (Feminism; www.newint.org)
Women and voting
  • Saudi Arabia denied its 179,564 women the right to vote in 2004 (Amnesty International; www.amnesty.org)

Dec. 5th, 2007

  • 5:00 AM

I am not an angry girl
but it seems like I've got everyone fooled
every time I say something they find hard to hear
they chalk it up to my anger
and never to their own fear
and imagine you're a girl
just trying to finally come clean
knowing full well they'd prefer you
were dirty and smiling

-
Ani DiFranco & Tracy Chapman